i am sick and fucking tired of feeling this way.all these meds ..nothing so far seems to be working .everytime they play with my meds i get all messed up .i have been depressed for 35 years and wasnt treated for bp until the last 6 months. i feel like i am trapped in hell,nightmare, and i am ready to wake up now. i cant imagine living the rest of my life like this .thanks for letting me vent. i feel so old ....and tired ..and tired of being sick and bp.i want a life without BP ..and sickness......
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