Today I will Try not to do anything stupid. I'm on a 24/7 suicide watch because of my suicide attempt on Tuesday, which means I can't be left alone for any reason. The massive amount of klonopin I took is still not out of my system so I can't really see straight, I can't think straight, and can't drive, which is making me nuts. On top of that, I was told that when I reported my abuser, that it would be anonymous.....I have reported her to two different agencies and they say I have to call the po-dunk sheriff in my red neck white trash county to report them, and my name is going to be listed. There is no justice for victims. I am so mad right now I just want to spit nails. One of my friends told me to hire a lawyer. WHY can't I get any justice?!?!? My perpetrator used to run a daycare center, and I have NO way of finding out anonymously if she is still running a daycare center and hurting other kids. I just don't know what to do anymore. Sorry today's post isn't inspiring.....I just don't have it in me today. Thanks for reading and letting me get all this out.
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