A year ago I was a productive member of society, I had a booming little business that I let go of back in August of last year. More recently, I just got out of the hospital about a month ago. I kinda have this feeling like I want to fantisize about working again, but when I actually try to do a little work, I can't seem to get anywhere with it. And so I'm trying to decide whether or not I should go back to work at all. It makes me feel really bad when I can't seem to stay focused on a task. Today I made a real effort to stay in the day. Not thinking about the future or the past. And for the first time in awhile, I had a good day. Right now I don't feel capable of working. Stress is a real killer for me and I wonder if I will ever be able to step up to the plate again. I'm not even sure I want to! As this illness progresses I wonder if I am getting weaker or is it just my frame of mind?
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