When I come here in the morning I start my day with righting a post about what I want for myself and every one here. then I make a new one about what I want to feel not the same as what I feel. If I started my day with what I think or feel It would be a very angery, depressed, susidel thought day. This way if what I wrote helps one person that day, it helps me to hang on to thouse thoughts. It also helps me feel a littel better about myself. It beats the hell out of tourching all the people I love witch is what would happen if I stay stuck in where I am at when I wake up in the morning. I am not saying this makes every thing all better, it dose not but it is easyer then with out it.
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