Everynight we go to bed together ..everynight ..except when he has been drinking. He had a few glasses of wine and got really rude and he just goes in the bedroom and slams the door. I opened it and asked him why he didnt tell me to come with him. This really hurt me. We had a few words and he just walked in the bedroom and slammed the door. Immediately I start screaming at him and start throwing things. I take 5 ativan and start chugging wine .. Why do I do this .. I just cant say fuck it and leave it alone ..it broke me doen .. Now I wanna drive drunk and high and just be bad . Please tell me Im not alone .. please
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