I know cutting is possibly the dumbest thing to do because it leaves scars you can't erase....and I already have an arm full of scars so that I can never wear a tank top again. I haven't even been feeling that depressed....I guess I just want to see if it still feels the same...if I get the same sensations....if the blood tastes as satisfying (that sounds really sick and twisted doesnt it?) I started off using things like needles to cut my skin...then I moved to knives and razor blades...so stupid....then why can't I get it out of my freakin head??? Any advice?
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