I work at a hospital. Long story short I overheard the nurses saying shes running around like a monkey. The other nurse asked how do you say monkey in Spanish. The MA replied "Chonga" HR said that all of my claims on unsubstantiated. I can't assume that because I'm the only black person its about me. I was told to stop referring to the color of my skin. All the women were offered goggles accept me. I was on told I'm unprofessional because I'm antisocial and I've made to white women uncomfortable. I was told several people say I need mental help and they offered me EAP. Because every white woman told truth and hispanic but me. As you know I just got out the hospital. But I feel like I transported to the 1920s I even had a white lady defend me saying their being racist. Do I really need to go on disability? I didn't make this up.
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I am feeling alone. I am surrounded by loved ones like my wife and my family so I know I am lucky for that. But I still feel completely alone because none of them understand what its like to be me. To have this brain. My wife knows I have BP so does my mom but she likes to act like I dont have it and that im just depressed and my meds will save the day. I feel like an outsider who just wants to...