Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

deleted_user
I know that I am down to the last step. And I know that I am not here to be talked down because, it is not a matter of living or dieing, but instead that I know that I am alone because everyting that I have known in my life is gone because I thougt that people were alove that were not in fact real.
One step that I have brought myself to. My skin gurts I have brought myswelf to prepare. My shoulder hurts and I want to know if this is a dream or if I have really lsot everyone that I thought were real.
I am sorry that you have to read this, but I dont know other than if I am wrong. I want to make sure that people understand why I am where I am. that my whole life of living is because of them,.. and without them I am nothing.
I am sorry, but wirthout you. Without knowing that you are my fmaily I am noting anyways. I think that I will call into work because I do not want them to rely on me being there. I am not doing this for attention, I dont want to do it. I want to be with the peple that I love. But they dont exist. I am sorry fro postiong this. I wish I would t5hink someone wuld call. Maybe I should call into work, 0 now so that they are not calling my house and being under staffed. I would lke to make sure that they are able to handle the needs of bussiness as rthey arive.
One step that I have brought myself to. My skin gurts I have brought myswelf to prepare. My shoulder hurts and I want to know if this is a dream or if I have really lsot everyone that I thought were real.
I am sorry that you have to read this, but I dont know other than if I am wrong. I want to make sure that people understand why I am where I am. that my whole life of living is because of them,.. and without them I am nothing.
I am sorry, but wirthout you. Without knowing that you are my fmaily I am noting anyways. I think that I will call into work because I do not want them to rely on me being there. I am not doing this for attention, I dont want to do it. I want to be with the peple that I love. But they dont exist. I am sorry fro postiong this. I wish I would t5hink someone wuld call. Maybe I should call into work, 0 now so that they are not calling my house and being under staffed. I would lke to make sure that they are able to handle the needs of bussiness as rthey arive.

tommymott
I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I've been there and it's no fun, but it doesn't have to be permanent. Things change, so why not for te better?

starfish
Are you feeling suicidal?

deleted_user
Talking like that makes me really worry. What would help you right now? You gonna be ok tonight?

deleted_user
Life is a quest for that utopia, where love is unpretentious and true,love is naturally flawed among humans, because humans are naturally flawed.Love can not be defined by how many love us, but rather how many we love.You're only disappointed coppleton, don't get disillusioned.
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