I am bipolar and living with an alcoholic is very hard for me. I have experience 3 kinds of Drinkers, Happy Drunks, Mean Drunks or Somewhere in the middle drunk. My husband is somewhere in the middle drunk very argumentative one moment and the next moment he's happy and love dovey then the next is Dr. JaKell and Mr Hide. His verbal abuse is worse than physical, but the thing is he doesn't care if he does it in front of my son or anybody else for any reason. Then he saids let it go it's all in the past I need to let go of the anger, Then it's the same all over the next week. During the week he doesn't listen to me, Only hears what he wants to hear and expects me to go along and forgive him until the next time he does that crap he is always picking on my weight, And threatening to leave me. I can't deal with it. Should I call his blow and pray he should die and do the world the favor or call the cops the next time he shows up being an asshole. Don't like being trapped with no where to go and feeling a little helpless. Are there options out there or am I am stuck with the Jerk for the rest of my life
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