I recently got diagnosed as an adult with Bi-polar. I am terrified of therapists. So all I have is psychiatrist. Don't get me wrong I like him and all. But sometimes I just want to go in there and scream "listen to me! IS THIS NORMAL OR AM I CRAZY?" Silly, huh? My last therapist kept upping my anti-depressant dosage even though it was making me crazy. She said that the reason I had black outs was because I had "multiple personality disorder" But when I stopped the pills the black outs stopped. Now I am SO weary. But is that the only alternative? Do I have to think these thoughts alone? Do I need to keep the things I can't tell my husband to myself? I just don't know what to do.
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