I quit my Therapist, had two freakin sessions with her and I am back to having nobody again. I just got to thinking about my therapeutic relationship with her and I just don't have one. I know I've only had two appointments with her and maybe some of you are thinking I should of given her more of a chance, but I know me and I know that if I don't click with my Therapist after at least the second session; then I'm not going to. I wasn't going to get anywhere, lying to her and not opening up to her about what was really going on in my life. That my life wasn't all peaches and cream, that I'm really struggling. She seriously didn't see through my lies, she thought I was fine; when I'd say I was doing fine. I truthfully don't think she liked me, to be honest with you guys. She got a little irritated with me, on more than one occasion and I am not going to be treated that way. I got treated badly my entire life and I'm not going to be talked down to by someone I'm paying to help me. I was actually finding myself feeling worse, when I knew I had an appointment coming up with her. So, anyway. I talked with the receptionist and he said to call back this morning and talk to this lady and see about switching Therapists. I'm scared I'm going to piss off my previous Therapist, I'm afraid she's going to call me and try to get me to come back or yell at me like I've had another Therapists do to me. There's this other Therapist there, that I have seen before; about 7 or so years ago and I clicked with her. I want to see her so badly, because I felt so comfortable with her. I'm just tired of switching all the time, I just want to settle down with one Therapist and get the help I need. I just want some peace in my life, that's all!
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