I've been having alot of trouble at work lately because of my mood swings, very few ppl there know about my condition and those that do aren't very understanding. My boss is a really nice lady but her mother was bipolar and basicly abandoned her as a child so i think she has some wrong ideas about me. I'm not on meds at the moment wish i was can't remember being this depressed in a long time, I can't seem to get a doc to see me till september, i can't really take anymore time off work my attendence is already bad, and I've used up my vacation time I really like my job though but I'm sure I'll mess this up too.
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