I feel like crap. I don't want to go to work and listen to the a-holes. I don't want to stay home and be bored either. I'm so depressed I could and probably will scream at some point today. I feel like mania is just around the corner. Oh, goody...a mixed episode. I can't help but be sarcastic to everyone. Right now I'm mad at the world and everyone in it. I can't seem to get my head on straight. Last night I went to Sonic for a drink and hit a curb with both passenger side tires. Blew both tires. They both had 2 inch square holes in them. That means 2 new tires that I can't afford so my parents are putting it on their credit card which means I will be guilted to pay it off. I can't even pay all my bills on my huge salary of $180 per week. I dont' know how employers get away with paying someone 6.55 an hour. It should be a mininmum of 10.00. Well, I've got to go and pick up my tires I can't pay for. Sorry for venting so much. J
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