I feel like I'm going to lose my mind or that I'm on the verge of a total mental breakdown... I slept fine last night, even went out and planted flowers and enjoyed the warm weather. This morning I wake up, seem fine, then everything starts going to hell... I dropped my mascara brush on my yellow shirt, forgot to take my meds. Driving in to work, I was on the verge of tears for absolutely no reason. I feel like my head is tearing itself apart and taking me with it... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm going to call the psych office that's closest to my work here and see if I can get in today, or at least talk to someone on the phone... god i hate feeling like this, and it's getting worse all the time... I'm holding it all together but feel like if I relax control even a smidge, my whole body is just going to explode into a million pieces................
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