The constant shifting of emotions is so very frustrating. I never know if I\'m going to be able to walk to the mailbox down the street. Then there are the days that I\'m doing too many things at the same time and never seem to get any of them finished. And to try to explain to friends that dont know what Bipolar I is just adds to the stress. We had to move in with my boyfriends family so I had 24 hr suicide watch, so going from having our own place to living with his Mom & brother is another stress especially as when the brother is home, he drinks a lot & gets loud & obnoxious. If there is anyone that could offer some suggestions, it would be greatly appreciated.
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