Does anyone feel that the person that they used to be is now dead since they have been dx with bp? I used to be fun loving, out going, wanted to do everything. I didn't know what depression was. Sure I had some blue days, but depression never. Now I get depressed for months, can't leave my home half the time, don't feel like doing anything. My whole life has changed! What has happened to me? I want to be myself again! I was dx 12 yrs ago. You would think by now I would have my crap together, but it's only gotten worse. Could it be the bp meds? Has this happened to anyone else?
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