I have been feeling like crap for two months now. It started off with hypomania. Then it swang back and forth to light lows. Now they have me on so much seroquil that my body is completely drugged. But I can feel the mania burning inside my head. Like a caged animal scratching it's way out. I don't know what to do. I'm seeing my doctor tomorrow, with both my parents as my witnesses. But what happens if he can't fix me, and I have to be hospitalized. I've never been hospitalized and the idea scares the crap out of me. What do I do?
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