I can't visit my parents bc my mom wants to tell me that I look sick, even when I am doing well, she will ask me if I am taking my meds, like something is wrong with me, sometimes she looks at me from head to toe as to judge me if I am ok or not, no matter what I do, work, volunteer, live in my own home, pay the bills, shop for groceries, clean the house. To her, I am the crazy person who needs supervision, and she thinks she has and knows how to do that, by acting like a psyquiatrist (one who does not know a darn thing of psycology) In the past, for no aparent reason, she convinced me that i needed to be hospitalized, in the hospital there was unbelievable mental and emotional abuse. I came out much more nervous than when I came in, besides, I have a therapist I see every wk, and a personal psyquiatrist. I avoid my parents, today I spend about 1/2 hr with them and that was way too much, I came out of their home a bit upset, plus they make me very tense. Many times, if I see them at a prayer group, they will treat me like I am crazy bc I am dancing in the Holy Spirit. So, you know they don't believe as much, but this is quite uncomftable.
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