i am 21 yrs old i have been a cashier since i was 16, i graduated hs and have some college under my belt, my problem is i have no car no license, i still live at home very unhappy....who do i blame for my unhappiness, i mean my life is not great at all i try the best i can and still no results i don't know what to do here, my father who raised me doesn't know what to do with me he blames the bipolar disorder i have on everything going wrong in my life my mom isn't around although she is still alive and i am the oldest sibling in my family and i have no financail support at all just a roof over my head i have no idea how to get things to where i need them to be like being on my own with a car and a good job with no family support or any friends for that matter how am i suppose take the blame or responsibilty for how unfortunate i feel right now....all i hear from people i vent to is stop blaming people and bringing up the past and move foward with my life, but i don't even have any direction as to where i am going and for some reason that in itself is the problem i am so lost yea i work two min wage jobs and i buy my own stuff but i feel like i want to live my life not question it.
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