i have crashed it is all i can do to write this i am trying stay connected to the world as i need to work......feel so drained for all thr stress i have been under of lte ty for being there so i can feel and not have go to some that really doesnt under what this feels like. i just what to be with you and not with someone real close to as i have lost all friends in past bc of this- does any feel so past the pain it is like an outerbody experience tht is what it si lilke now. some pain sneeks up in my stomach havent been able to eat much or sleep very wellll
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