Thats it? All the shit I feel and thats it? Yes I have side effects and yes Im half nuts But Im still here! You make me paranoid and delusional with the rapid heart and the shaking hands. You whisper in my ear that I cant breathe. You tell me people are talking about me. And yet Im still here! The meds didnt make you go away. They didnt really make any difference at all but I still didnt give in to you. You tried so hard to break my spirit and drag me into your abyss but you failed. For I will not go quietly into the night. I will pound you in the fucking throat as you drag me away! So no the best you can do isnt good enough!
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