I was overwhelmed by the outpouring of care and synpathy on the passing of my son recently.I just don't care about anything anymore,a feeling of nothing mattering in this world has overcome me and I am angry and sad at the same time.I just want to say fuck it.I just want to give up,it all neans shit when life is this lousey.Sorry I just feel really bad and am wanying to die.
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