Thanks to everyone that read my journal and commented and thank you for all the hugs, I do so appreciate them. I have crashed and am amazed I'm even on here. No energy. But I came on and read my messages and hugs and did not want you all to think they went unseen. I am super low right now, doc wants me in hospital, but I'm fighting it off. Stubborn I am. Always want to be in control of me, no matter what. Don't know what is happening with my head right now and don't know what will happen with me physically. I don't know when I will be back here again, maybe today, tomorrow, or I don't know. But I do thank everyone for all of their support and kind words. You are amazing people, I'm just not feeling too amazing myself right now. Be well.