Man! I really didn't think this would work. I 've had bipolar 1 sinse I was 8. I've always hide the real me so no one would think I losing it or that I was too high on meds that I kinda made up this person who could pretend and to be so good at it that i could fool my husband of 24 years and my 2 childern. I could always walk or turn away from people who got too close .Its feels so good to find people who know what its like to wake up some mornings and you just don't want to move and you really don't know why
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