kajrkjh I DUNNO I just dont know anymore. and i just found this right now and i havent read the ruls and stuff and im sorry im typing like this i dont normally. and i wont use cuss words cause idk the rules. but jahjd I need help. i feel so frustrated and lost amf frustarted and i know im prolly having just a stupid bad day. but i hate when this happens. i hate having this i hate wanting to live and die at the same time so much for both. and i needed i wanted to ask my friends for help. but i didnt. im so sick of asking people for help for the same things go why cant i just fix myself why do i have to be so fucken stupid . i smashes up my fists by punching the sidewalk and the wall. and idk if it hurts i just hate this but i dont want to end up shooting my brains in and i ...no one can help over here no one adjh i give up
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