The subject is a question. I lost my wife to suicide on September 27 2006. It was my daughters birthday. She is 5 now. My whole life has gone to hell since the death of my wife. My Bipolar is out of control and I cant take the zombi drugs anymore. I feel like I am running out of places to turn. Im need to find a group of supportive people who I can relate with. I am new here and realy liked the name of this site because that is very much what I need, daily strength. I only get to sleep every couple day so I got a lot of time to think. thats not helping. I have to find some relief from this hell because I fear this summer could be my last if I don't. I have always been a very very privet person. I can't believe Im going to post this. This bites
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