First of all please let me state that at the present moment I am not suicidal. I just want to ask how many of you (if any) Feel suicidal after arguments with significant others? My life is so very stressful right now more than its ever been and he is almost intentionally adding to it. Even when he is fully aware of my DX.I want to tell my pdoc but, I am afraid of being admitted and having that on my record. I think about death every day several times aday but i am afraid to do any thing about it. I have a large life ins policy that only pays for a suicide after three years. that's jan of 08. That's still not a plan but a reason not to tell the doc. there can be no records of any preexisting plans or conditions. now I'm rambling (I apologize) back to the question do arguments overwhelm you to the point of suicidal thoughts?
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo