At what point do I tell her Im feeling suicidal..... At this point i dont think im going to do it , but The thoughts are staying in my head...... If i tell her to sooon and nothing happens she worries for hours and is tired at work tommarow.... then again if i do it, there is no telling her.... Im just sick of this fucking roller coaster, I keep going from having tons of energy to being deeply depressed.... im sick of this shit, i just dont want to deal with it anymore as;ldfja;lsfklasjf;klajs;lkfja;lskfjakl;sfj;lkasjf;lkcmkcmz,xjfklasdl;jkfasdkl;flkj;as
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