I don't even know why I am posting this because I don't have any friends left here. I just don't know what to do. The urges to kill myself are getting stronger and stronger and I desperately want to act on them. I don't want to go to the hospital b/c last time I was there it was torture. I don't care about life anymore and I just want it all to be over. I have no reason to live anymore. I have no hop that I'm going to get better. I just want to die.
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