i am so upset right now and would like to hear from some of you about my situation...i became manic and psychotic last year after cutting back on my lithium with the ok of my therapist and pdoc. my therapist did not recognize any signs of psychosis...told me i was just grieving,,,when i became obsessed with god and spirituality, she gave me a pamphlet about a spiritual group said i might want to explore, at the time i was barely hanging on and she was my lifeline, I TOLD HER EVERYTHING, did not make a move without her...told her my every thought...was crying all the time, spending loads of time at the bookstore buying books on all subjects, telling her,,,she said i was just exploring...told her i thought i had spirits in my room at nite...she said sometimes the mind plays tricks on us...anyway,,,never suggested i might need to see pdoc or have meds adjusted...saw it all as grieving things i had never grieved or faced...my fear of growing up and being responsible....i finally went to see pdoc and he immediately recognized need for med increase, it was too little too late and i went in hosp. for shock treatments...heres the deal///its been 3 mos now and i am still so depressed, not psychotic, but depressed...i talked to my therapist and she is trying to rewrite history! she is now saying that i told her very little, that i kept alot to myself...she is MAKING UP things and saying "maybe youve forgotten",,,like saying because ive had shock treatments i dont really remember what happened..i feel like she is trying to cover her ass...and i am shocked...ive seen this woman for 7 years...i cant believe shes doing this...why do you think she is? do you think she is afraid i will sue? i will not sue her,would not sue her...but am so hurt , shocked and angry that she would do this...its like shes backpedaling...have any of you ever sued your therapist?
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