I can not live down all the bad things I have done when I am manic or in a mixed episode. I got slapped in the face with some bullshit that I don't even remember doing. I have ruined my relationship with my husband because of the shit I pull when I am not in controle of myself. I just wanted to ask you guys if you have the same problem. Are there things that you do that tares you life apart when you are manic or in a mixed episode? Am I just a crazy asshole or is there something I can do about it?
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