I don't know where to start except to say that my BP has become such a struggle lately.I have tried alot of different meds and been in the hospital for i say a quick fix.Days are much longer and i have been too ill to even go to work lately.I have a new doctor i will be seeing soon.Thoughts of sucide have been on my mind alot lately.The only thing making me hold on is i cant stand the thought of my son being tormented with my death right now.I torment my self more with living.Thanks for letting me vent......
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