Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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struggling

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again!

Cant sleep
shit thoughts - burden to my husband and children
everyone looks sad and i know its my fault

i just want it to stop

too 2 lorazapam and will no doubt feel effects soon (hopefully)

cant take it any more
just want my life back

so tired and yet my eyes will not close and my mind willnot stop and i just give in

lord
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deleted_user
i often feel the same way about my hubby and kids.I feel ya girl.Go rest and we'll try it all again tomorrow.:)
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Your still gorunded in reality and that's good. Have you talked to your pdoc,therapist,spouse,family, friends? Make sure they know so if you get to a poit where you can't think rationally and want to end it they know whats up. Also, pdoc and therapist may be able to adjust meds and such so you don't get to that place.
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each day seems to get harder and sometimes i cant see as far as the morning. Im attending a day hospital so they can monitor me!! woopee
still wont increase my anti depressents as i might go high!!!! just managing to stop myself jumping out the window and they are worried!
Im worried!

kids, husband, mortgage, can they cope without me? these are keeping me sat here!
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i've been that way for days. right now my only link to reality is ds. i see my pdoc tomorrow. i'm gonna tell him somethings got to give. i can't keep goin like this.
Shelly4
Shelly4
I know how you feel, I have been there and it can be a very lonely feeling. It really is our perception and not always how it really is with our family. Even if we didnt have bipolar disorder, our moods can affect our family. We are the mom afterall. If we arent happy, nobody is happy. Ativan holds me over until I take my Seroquel some evenings too. Try to relax and get a good nights sleep. Things may feel better in the morning honey. Hugs
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i know that feeling, i can take sleeping pills they gave me and my anxiety pills and still not sleep longer than an hour at a time
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I pray thing will get better for ;you.......you're in my thoughts
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