my ex has decided to once again try to drive me over the edge. My mother has said his main goal is to drive me to try to kill myself again. Maybe it is. He is now saying he wants custody of our 13 year old. He's had nothing to do with our children for 5 years. I can deal with a normal stress load, but this is an abundance and I am having a hard time with the anxiety and stress levels. I know my son is old enough to give his opinion in court, but it is still up to a judge to make the final decision. He's my last child at home, one of the main reasons I am able to go on with each day. If I loose that, I am not sure what I can hold on to to fight off the helpless, hopeless black pit I fell in before. What am I supposed to do to deal with this???
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