After my most recent visit to the "Special" Hospital (2 weeks ago) I am back on my full regiment of meds and feel good. I have this cycle of taking my meds and feeling good but dulled and then after several months or a year, I tell myself there is nothing wrondg with me I feel fine. Then I go off my meds, start going insane and drinking, then try to take my life and end up in the ER then the "Special" Hospital for a stent until I get back on my meds and feel good again. Then the cycle starts over. I know this is common among BP Patients but what do some of you do to stop the cycle. Thanks in advance.
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