I have been feeling really weird lately. I think its because i havent been taking my pills for a while. I go in and out of being really spacy and just so confused and not really know whats going on. I feel numb even though im not. If that makes sense. Ive been feeling like im going to throw up and i get really bad head aches. I dont really eat anymore because im juts not hungry or if i do eat its very little. But emtioanlly im doing pretty good. Im happy and ok im never really depressed or anything. Well I just want to cry 24/7 but even when im happy i want to cry. Will all this go away any time soon? I have to go get a tegrtol level done this week but since i havent been taking my meds its going to be really low. No one knows well today my parents found out i stopped my pills and they were pisssed. But i dont want to take them anymore. I have an appointment with my psychatrist in september i dont know what hes going to say or do because im not taking my pills. has anyone gone through any similar or just not wanting to take ur pills and stopping them. If so what happened?
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