I know most of the discussions in here are about bipolar 1 and mania. However, I'm sure I'm not the only one with bipolar 2. Basically I am either so depressed i can't get out of bed and it lasts for months, or i am functioning normal to well (they call this hypomania but its the only form of happiness i've ever known). Unfortunately right now i am stuck in the depressive phase and i am highly medicated but it doesn't work, i feel worse now than i did when i was in the hospital. To rephrase, I feel more suicidal now than i did because i thought i was getting better just to crash again. I can't take it and i really feel like ending my life... I bring everyone down and i feel like its the only way out. I have a doctors appointment next week. Should i just wait till then or call someone this weekend?
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