I realize I've been very needy lately but here I am again. My hubby just returned from his business trip and he is currently out hunting. I feel misunderstood and unloved. I feel inadequate to do even the most basic tasks of everyday living like paying bills and making dinner much less going to work. I feel like there is no meaning to my life and I'm just going through the motions (some of the time - when I'm not just vegging on the couch or in bed). I hate being this way. I want to be better. I've done everything I can think of. Normally, I'd be dulling the pain with some nice alcohol and xanax about now but I've recently cleaned up my act. You'd think it would make me feel *better*.
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