I hate it, I was having a relatively good day, Now I am falling down into the pits and I can't stop it. I feel like I am about to cry . . . that is sad for a 58 year old man. Got to get up at 6:00 AM to drive 1 1/2 hours in the Atlanta traffic to my job where I will have to act happy. I know the scenario. I will go to bed depressed and get up that way. Holy crap . . I can't keep doing this. I am totally hopeless and nothing will ever change. I can't keep playing the game. One day I am going to break down in front of my co-workers. I am scared of what I might do or say.
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