Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Lately I am finding that I am questioning my mental state of mind. I am constantly wondering am I depressed or jut sad? Am I Manic, Hypomanic, or just happy? Am I stable?
WHat defines stable? I fear crashing...
My mood: I woke up at a normal hour and was happy to be awake. I am not afraid to adress my bills... (I still dont wanna clean) I have some anxiety but on the whole no panic attacks. I still feel the need to seek counciling (if it would ever get approved) yet I find my self having profound (to me) thoughts instead of the tiny triggers that use to be major to me. I was manic last weekend and this weekend just past I felt what I can only describ as normal.
I Dont actually know what normal is. I dont know what stable is. I dont know what just happy is. I worry that having the feeling of being able to address life issues and take em all head on is a sign of mania and that a crash is around the corner... I know I should enjoy the ride but I would like to know how to define stable for my self.
So what is stable for you? How do I set the guidelines for my self? I really need to hear from others since I have NEVER been stable my entire adult life... maybe when I was 9.... maybe....
WHat defines stable? I fear crashing...
My mood: I woke up at a normal hour and was happy to be awake. I am not afraid to adress my bills... (I still dont wanna clean) I have some anxiety but on the whole no panic attacks. I still feel the need to seek counciling (if it would ever get approved) yet I find my self having profound (to me) thoughts instead of the tiny triggers that use to be major to me. I was manic last weekend and this weekend just past I felt what I can only describ as normal.
I Dont actually know what normal is. I dont know what stable is. I dont know what just happy is. I worry that having the feeling of being able to address life issues and take em all head on is a sign of mania and that a crash is around the corner... I know I should enjoy the ride but I would like to know how to define stable for my self.
So what is stable for you? How do I set the guidelines for my self? I really need to hear from others since I have NEVER been stable my entire adult life... maybe when I was 9.... maybe....
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