Finally!! I have been stabilized! I feel so much better. "normal". normal thoughts. clear head. Its just great. However, I now have alot of "picking up the peices" to deal with. I spent all the money. I maxed every single credit card. On what? I have no idea. But now we are short on rent, no gas, no nothing. I dont even know what we are gonna do. Why oh why would I do such a foolish thing? So now that I feel "normal" I still have alot of peices to pick up. Oh, the irony of it. I have some serious new years resolutions to do. Anyone else?
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