Has anyone here ever had the sense that their experiences with this disease has a spiritual component to it? I have dabled a lot in the occult and my psychotic episodes didnt start untill i got myself involved with some really bad people who were using "magic" to do harm to others. I keep trying to push all of that out of my mind and just listen to the doctors. The thing that makes the hard is the fact that good "magic" like moon rituals for manifesting and lighting prayer candles and using sage and believing in herbs and yoga and stuff are kind of a part of my identity and ever since my last episode, which happened right after i hosted a full moon sound bath and prayer circle, i am afraid of all of this stuff. Im afraid that the rituals and beliefs I had are what made me loose my mind. I just wanted to see if anyone could relate or had thoughts on this. Please no one be offended if you are religious.
is there anyone's partner who is obsessed over using their laptop? My husband can spend quite a number of hours using his I actually refer to it as the 'other woman' or call it 'lappy' as he is with it more than me. He can be on it for about 3/4 hours in the evening after having his food or when I am with him he is using it and I feel caught between it and him its very frustrating and I find it...
I have very vivid dreams. So real that it could actually be happening. I had a great one last night. I was almost there in that place and time. It was glorious. Do meds cause vivid dreams? Do you have such clear dreams?