I'm in a spiral right now and I can't tell if it's mania a depressive episode trauma response due to it almost being the two year anniversary of a ptsd event or just drugs messing me up either way things aren't great over here
i don't know how to cope with my current issues I've turned to substance abuse bc my mood stabilizers/anti psychotics weren't helping now I'm addicted to drugs and unstable
I ended up in the hospital from an accidental od I'm having a lot of manic symptoms also known as I'm starting to think the world revolves around me and I might be god also haven't slept in like two days
sorry I know this probably is posted strangely just needed to vent
Does anyone else have hard days where they feel uncomfortable in their skin?When I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder they might as well told me I had a life threatening illness like cancer. I thought my life and what I wanted was over. It took years for me to just be able to tolerate it. Then I had a son. I have always taken care of it and took medications but now it's actually being used...
So slight update on me I leave for residential in about 2 weeks I'll be going to a duel dignoass facility due to my bipolar disorder and the odds of me going into psychosis with the substances I use are high I'll be gone tell probably august and honestly I'm scared I miss being manic which I know sounds awful but it's the happiest i ever am then there's the depression part of it but when im at...