Wrote two messages about hating nighttime becauuse can't sleep and down we go becuase of my reaction to my honey. Tried to keep busy all weekend and it ended up ok. My short outbirts upon first waking up were short lived and w/in a half hour i was fine...Seroquel is working. Still dealing with RLS, but think I figured it out last night. Take seroquel early, like at 7 - its the klonopin that makes me sleepy.....so I deal with RLS while awake and still up and doing around house and then take klonopin 45 min's before giong to sleep. I actually slepts all night last night. Couldn't belive it. I really felt I was doing better this weekend. My husnband even agreed during the day....but when we finally went to bed last night, he wanted some lovin and I was zonked on RX. He made a comment about how he was sick of me being so nasty to him all weekend. I wasn't aware that I had ben except for thos few outbursts - that in comparison were very short and quite tame. Hurt my feelings and only served to shove me down. Anyway, I'm at 150mg and feel the effects and accordingly to him yesterday dring the day, they seem to be working. Doc wants me at 300 mg - I hate to go up that high...but am supposed to up aother 50mg 2night. Still don't kow if I will or not. Hope everyone'e Easter was blessed. I will check back this evening.
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