Hi all, sorry for yesterday and my shitty attitude. I am not usually like that when I come here. I am usually inspired when I come here, but yesterday, I don't know. I was in a mood and just feeling like everything was pointless. I still feel down this morning and really horrible dreams last night, so I did not sleep well. I am sitting here actually crying right now, how silly I know. I just feel bad that I was so negative yesterday with people on here. I guess I was biting the emotional hand that feeds me. I will try to be a little more positive today and try to help others and stop thinking of me so much. I had this discussion with my therapist yesterday and he said I need to THINK MORE OF ME! I think he does not see the big picture, where as we are put on this earth not just for ourselves, but for all people and to try not to think of ourselves so much and to help others when ever possible. So I will try to help anyone here today as much as I can. Again sorry for the negativity.
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