Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Sometimes it's " Fuck it ! "...Sometimes it's " Okay, I can deal with this "

Sometimes it's " Fuck You !! "..Sometimes it's " I feel ACE " ..Sometimes

...it's " Aaah..if it don't work out I'll kill myself " Sometimes it's

" She's fucking awesome "...Sometimes it's " Bitch ! "

If I can only get it to stay in one place.Sometimes.
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I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you.
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amen! if it would only stay in one place just for one day, that would be so much easyer
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Sometimes I tell myself if it werent for the bad I wouldnt appreciate the good times.
other times I just cry....
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Anytime.
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this just came to me for some reason...

i can run away from you then i always come back.
i can see the beauty in the warm sun then it all turns black.
i look at myself in the mirror and smile to myself.then i see the ugliness and turn my back.
i look inside my soul and find goodness there when i look again i see only what i lack....~pw~
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ditto, ditto, ditto.
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~s~i~g~h~

if only for one day
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That about described my day.
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Like that patty.
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patty you said a mouthful. What is the worst is nobody knows the answers, when you have most other diseases they can give you a complete rundown on how this disease will progress and we will treat it this way etc. We just flail around in the dark never knowing what is next.
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that is too true my dear Pluck. Too true. Sometimes I think oh god - I am in love, then I think 'stupid twat' - many times I think fuck it - I will just kill myself if such and such happens - its always been an viable option since early teenage...staying in one place may seem an attractive concept but MAYBE just MAYBE it is what makes you the wonderful person you are. Every so often you have to 'roll the potato'

ppffff
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I hate myself today.
Tomorrow might be better.
I feel as if I have failed in this lifetime. Do I get another one, or is this IT?
Because this one is fucked.
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my day and nights are split up like the roller coaster rides and the bleeping words come flying out.
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Worste part is when you get aggitated and think you are right everyone but you is an asshole. Puts whole string of emotions in motion. Horrible!
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