I don't understand why my moods change so much and so often..Like now..I'm working and I SEEM to be okay..this is the only time I do okay..my mind is occupied I know, but I can't work all the time like I have been...I would if I could...I don't want to go home in the evenings when work is done... I don't feel safe..when darkness falls and I'm alone things change so drastically...all I think of are the ways to end my life..overdose..I've tried that so many times you'd think I have that down pat by now...I started this message at about 8:30 this morning..now it is 11am and I'm going home because I don't feel like I can focus on anything anymore...I just don't understand anything right now....
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