Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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deleted_user 04/15/2007

I posted a couple of days ago about my friend that had taken his life last year. I talked about his sister and I(she is also my aunt)being the best of friends and how his death has changed the dynamics of our whole relationship. It was the post about me not being able to erase his phone # out of my cell. Anyway, her and I just got off the phone after 2 hours and we talked about everything and our great love for each other and our great friendship we have always had. We talked about this past year and how much it has changed our lives. Anyway, we worked out a lot of emotions and thoughts about how we both have been feeling this year and how much we miss Mark. But it was a good thing and we'll try harder to get together and be with each other more. We miss each other and our kids miss each other, it has just been a tough year to get through, but I think tonight was another part of our healing process. I just wanted to let anyone who had helped me out the other day with this, that something positve happened tonight regarding this issue and I thank you all for your listening and help.

deleted_user 04/15/2007

I am glad that things are getting better.

GracieLooWho 04/15/2007

shining light in the dark

mistibouragibou 04/15/2007

Thanks for the update. Grief is a long process and every step is really important. I'm glad to hear that you have progressed a bit further along in the process.

TucsonAZ 04/15/2007

I dont remember that post, I dont think, but you bout made me cry..I have a sister right now, that I cant and wont chat with, and I am scared she will die on me, and I cant help her right now..She is so addicted to pain stuff and plays all of her doctors...long story, but I am so glad that you and your Aunt had such a lovely reunion so to speak....sorry for your loss however....Let us know how your doing tho ok?? Ohh the reason why I could relate some what is we just lost our mother, a year and a half ago, and we havent been able to mourn together, due to her addictions...Maybe I can tell ya about it sometime....take care, and thanks for shareing with us....

deleted_user 04/15/2007

I don't remember the original post, but I'm glad it's working out for you now. Very sad situation, time to heal....

barbra2 04/15/2007

A man who treated me like a person should be treated died in my arms and I cried and stayed in for five months..but I find comfort that he is still with me in my thoughts and heart and that he sleeps in the arms of God. May you be comforted by their love for you.

deleted_user 04/15/2007

come sit on my lap foreal... and I'll hold and hug ya. xoxoxoxo

deleted_user 04/15/2007

awww so glad your feeling better foreal and i hope all the love you have for mark will hold you over in tough times....i'm truely sorry for your loss and will be praying for you sweetie..

DarkSign 04/15/2007

I am so very happy for you.

I don't mean to pry, but did you keep his phone number in your contacts?

deleted_user 04/15/2007

Thank you all, and Dark Sign I decided I will and always will keep the number, my aunt has done the same. Thank you.

starfish 04/15/2007

What a great turn around!! I am so happy this has taken a different direction. I wish we could all do this somehow with those sad and lonely memories. What a different place this world would be! But so glad for this one thing....thanks for sharing it, foreal.

deleted_user 04/15/2007

Thanks Starfish, I wish everyone could have something like this happen everyday too. I know that I will have a good day today!

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