This isn't my first, but I was thinking this morning about how much I don't want to go to my aunts house today, but I have no excuse not to. I have several positive memories of Christmases past at her house. A favorite tradition from when she was still married to my uncle was having oyster stew. Many of those traditions I loved are gone, and going to her house is awkward. I hid my social anxiety and sadness of being apart from other loved ones (divorced parents, both sides) in the bottle. I'm sober now for a while, I stopped counting how long. Yet the feelings still resurface. I've struggled this year trying to hold on to unhealthy ties. It is okay to do what is healthy for me!
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