UGH! Can I just sleep PLEASE? I can't take it. I also have such a problem with rage. That is one of my major issues when I am manic. The depakote which works for me takes forever to adjust. I just had a damn miscarriage and was not on my mood stabilizers. I am very very angry. Everyone is pissing me off. Everything is pissing me off. I have to work I very stressful job, my career is important to me, but lately I have been very "outspoken" which I am normally - however, I don't need to get myself in trouble. I want to be ALONE. Just leave me alone. My husband is so attentive. I can't stand it. Ppl say I should be grateful and I am. But ppl just don't get it. I would rather be left alone...stop asking me if I need this or that.....ugh
OK rant over
OK rant over
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